if you are confused about what some of the terms mentioned mean: theres links to info pages at the bottom of the page. When you find a word you aren’t familiar with; scroll down!
This is what I usually call my system.. But.. I mean we are all a part of this, so I guess I should say our system..
Our system origin is mixed. Meaning it’s both traumagenic and endogenic. (Traumaendo) To be completely honest; I’m not sure about our system’s origin. Just know, for all of you who are Anti-endo. Either way, I am an Endo-supporter.
In our system we have up to 19 so called “alter/headmates” (and counting). I’m the host, or what others would call the the core, of our system. (You can read about me in the page named “Enkeli”)
Our system does not share memories. Neither are we able to. Meaning each alter/headmate has their own memory. It’s kind of like we all have seperate minds. So for those whom are just finding out about this . . . . . .Perhaps someone who’s my friend, . . .or maybe you’re someone we just met. Well, to whoever you are, just know this: If I seem to have forgotten who you are, or even that we met; You’re probably not talking to me, you may simply just be talking to another alter in our system. If that’s the case, congrats, you have now met a new person. Though… they don’t know you.. so in most cases they will probably not even talk to you.
Since this became somewhat of a problem: I use my status to indicate who’s “fronting” Take a look at my status (on discord), you may see a “fr;” in my status **what says next to it is the name of the person in front. Usually I (Enkeli, the host/core) don’t Indicate I’m fronting, I dont put it in my statusunless I have just gotten back to front after another alter was fronting, since I’m the one who usually fronts the most.
Fronting (different page):